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For a special someoneYou're still special, you're still dear, you're still everything I wish I could be. You are amazing, you are kind, even if you have to hide. You make me smile, you make me cry, but you're still you, and I love that. You deserve the best, you deserve the world, never let anyone take that away from you. Be happy, have fun, enjoy life and succeed. Don't be lonely, don't be sad, there's always tomorrow to look forward to, and you still have me here.For a special someone
A letter to a friendHere I sit, in a room with no fun. I sit here alone, with a broken spirit and more. I struggle to think of what to write. It's so dark and cold, and that's just how I feel now.. And so I decide to write on just that: how I feel. I'm missing her, as she must know by now, but whether she misses me as well, I know not. Times for me are hard.. sometimes I just want to break down and cry, and I wish I could explain to her, but it would only be things she's heard before or things she doesn't want to hear.. so I bottle it up and keep it to myself, if only to keep her near. What I used to know is there no more, and I'm not quite right in my mind, andA letter to a friend
Who CaresI've said all I can say. I've done all I can do. Now my biggest worry, is that it's all up to you.Who Cares
I feel my heart twisting into a foul and ulgy thing. I wait for you to fix it. Until then I just scream.
Is there more that I can do? Is there more that I can say? I can't sleep through the nights, I can't make it through the days.
That awful part inside me, I try to keep locked away, you've got to help me hold it back.
Or maybe not.. the pain might go away.
UntitledI don't think that you realize, how you hurt me with your words. Your kindness and your loving, they torture and they burn.Untitled
I know it may seem crazy. I know it may seem strange. I even know that deep inside, I'm the only one to blame.
It's madness how I sit here, trapped within my thoughts. I would ask you that simple question, but it would all be for naught.
Please listen to me whimper. Please listen to me whine. Please find it deep within your heart, to let go of mine.
Stop MeIs it worth all this pain? To grasp at a dream? Take it from me. Please.Stop Me
I don't want these thoughts anymore. I want you to tell me you hate me. Make my dreams nightmares. Maybe they'll go away.
I'm begging you to stop me. Stop me from feeling this for you. Hate me, hate me, hate me. Please, I'm begging you.
I can't go on this way. It's always the same. I try and try and try. Please, take this away.
It won't stop.
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Beware yourself to awake the beast in your chest, so that it cannot burst, and tears yourself.
morituri te salutant!
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Beware yourself to awake the beast in your chest, so that it cannot burst, and tears yourself.
morituri te salutant!
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I take all categories, you´re free with me...VanuLust is waiting for you...
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